So I literally haven't blogged in almost 2 months but I found an amazing new Pandora station that got my brain flowing to a place it hasn't been in a while.
Why is it that when something big in your life happens, it makes you re-evaluate all the other aspects of your life. And we all know what part of my life needs constant re-evaluation... my love life.
I've just hit a wall where I have no idea what to do or how I truly feel. I can no longer tell if its affection or habit, a want or just a convenience. I want to find someone else to be sure, but unfortunately their is no one waiting, or at least that I know of. Part of me wishes he would just move on first to confirm that he was really over me. But the other part knows that very well may crush me. Part of me is loving the convenience and freedom of the single life, but part is me can feel lonely and misses having someone to share those little moments wish.
I am completely split in two and I have no idea what side to follow. I don't want to give up, but for all I know there may not even be anything there worth holding onto
Sunday, August 15, 2010
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